Feel it

am i a teribble person?yes...
am i a stupid?yes...

y?

i oweys do silly things juz bcoz of something will never happen...
i oweys make my fren suffer juz bcoz of me...
i oweys make myself malu...

i donwan to do it anymore....but i cant take d feeling anymore...

feel want crazy n korek my heart out so tat i donnid to feel such things anymore...
feel want to change an environment so tat i will calmdown...

sudden i think,if i go to sg,this thing will not happen...but,who know...
bcoz im such a person,no matter where i go,it still happen,juz different 6-w.....

plz...someone scold me...make me buzy...let me feelless...

d me right now like want to hit the wall...

d me right now want to move to other place...

d me right now want to escape school forever...


but i cant....y?? im chicken,i scare....

i scare changes...it make me feel uncomfortable...

i scare lonely...it make me want to cry...

i scare d world...it make me feel weaker...

i scare to feel...it make me feel the scare...

wat should i do??i know wat should i do,but i cant do...

wat i can do,juz to descibe my feeling now...

time for dream...nice nap...