Feel it

am i a teribble person?yes...
am i a stupid?yes...

y?

i oweys do silly things juz bcoz of something will never happen...
i oweys make my fren suffer juz bcoz of me...
i oweys make myself malu...

i donwan to do it anymore....but i cant take d feeling anymore...

feel want crazy n korek my heart out so tat i donnid to feel such things anymore...
feel want to change an environment so tat i will calmdown...

sudden i think,if i go to sg,this thing will not happen...but,who know...
bcoz im such a person,no matter where i go,it still happen,juz different 6-w.....

plz...someone scold me...make me buzy...let me feelless...

d me right now like want to hit the wall...

d me right now want to move to other place...

d me right now want to escape school forever...


but i cant....y?? im chicken,i scare....

i scare changes...it make me feel uncomfortable...

i scare lonely...it make me want to cry...

i scare d world...it make me feel weaker...

i scare to feel...it make me feel the scare...

wat should i do??i know wat should i do,but i cant do...

wat i can do,juz to descibe my feeling now...

time for dream...nice nap...

hate and love

I

hate motor lesson~
hate MUET homework~
hate assignment~
hate presentation~
hate MUET class~
hate Physics class~
hate my broken down' computer~


but life have to does on...


love Chemistry teacher~
love maths~
love Physics Tuition~
love recess time~
love to make new friends~
love to be good~
love to drive~
love to sing combine with Yik Min~
love to chat~
love to be independent~
love this emoticon (n_n)
love Taiping~
love my friends~
and
love someone who are nice~ (n_n)

~烦2~

为什么我总爱陷一支脚进陷阱呢??这次还打双叻...连自己都觉得过分,所以才觉得自己是花痴+白痴...
好几天在班上emo,把娟她们弄得好烦...
对T,我觉得他有点可怜耶,为了读书到太平来,和自己心爱的女生分开,再加上他有病,不能像普通人一样做运动,也不常笑,在班上总是静静的,令他身上铺上了一层凄凉的感觉...
对L,他比较不好看,但他却是和我比较谈得来的那个,他是一个比较健康的人,和他聊天也比较开心...
中六真的好忙,一大堆的research,做都做不完,数学的功课又多到要命,还没教也要做...
7号去征收广告,组员有爸和另外三个convent girls,要命,跟那些convent girls一组,不就代表要我们两个一手包办吗??她们对华联的事情又不熟,再说,沟不沟通得到还是一个问题呢....
又是一个字~烦~