Difficult

i don't know what should i feel right these two week,it's fun that go to penang on christmas day but it still end up with a fight between mum and dad. My bro ask me to get a job, i had a difficult to making decision. First, i'm asking for job in popular but they dint call me after 1 week, now michelle ask me to work together with her at the store. Yesterday i'm prepare for the interview but it cames up with absent of superviser then i have to go home alone by bus.After 1 day, my passion to work is gone. Now i admits that i'm lazy.When i'm want to get a job is bacause i think i can meet someone i know at work place beside get money. Now i just stick to Friends and games.Can u guys give me some advise but please..don't scold me..i'll cry..